A Walk to Remember

I watched a wonderful movie tonight title "A Walk to Remember" starring Mandy Moore. Now before any bad thoughts arise, watch the movie. It is one of the best movies with one of the best messages that I've seen in a long time and the character that Mandy Moore has created is absolutely enthralling. Inspired this movie I am going to attempt to maintain and create a list of things that I want to accomplish. So here goes:

1. Have a family
2. Help build and design my own house
3. See Stonehenge
4. Find my half sister
5. Find out what I enjoy
6. Act in a play
7. Learn to sing

I think that this list is going to have to grow as time moves on otherwise it won't be very serious of a list.

I think about the future a lot. Where I'm going to go, what I'm going to do, and how I'm going to get there. I know in the future that I want a family. I want a wife who is as deliriously happy as she makes me. I want kids that I can give every advantage to be grow and be wonderful people.

Most of all I want love.

I want love that is 100%. Love that is said without asking. There have been times where I thought that I had this and realized I was just wishing too hard. Then there have been other times that I was sure it was there but I just couldn't see it. Emotion to me has always been a weird thing. I've always felt detached from it. Like it's something that clings to me and that I can shake it off at any time. It bothers me that this is so, but I can't change though I think I might be slowly. I know that the feelings are a part of me because when I have had to "shed" the emotion it hurts. It hurts right in the pit of my stomache and I get shaky, but I'm still watching it from the outside. I dont' know what's actually going on. I want to know what love is. And I want I you to show me...

Watch "A Walk to Remember," it's an excellent movie.

The world is a big place and the people even bigger...