Wednesday, May 05, 2004

please no more...

I just finished my anatomy exam, the last one before the final. What a grueling test. I have no idea how I did, but I think I passed... maybe... I hope... yeah.

I told myself when I started this semester that I wasnt going to do what I always do, which is mainly goof off and not study. See, I have this ability to go to class and just do the work in class, not study or review, and still walk in to an exam and pass the test. I can't decide if it's a blessing or a curse, because I get moderate grades, passing grades, but I know it's not my best. I know that if I actually gave school a little bit of effort I could do really really well. But I don't try, because I know that even if I don't study I can still get by. But its mediocre. I don't like that. And yet I still keep doing what I did this whole past month, which is NOT trying my best. I just barely did the bare minimum of required work, and I could have done so much better. Oh well. It's almost over now. I don't ever want to take this class again. I want to take something nice and easy this summer. Like maybe an art or music class. If I can make it go along with my work schedule, that would be nice. Something light, something enjoyable. *sigh* I'm so tired.

On the non-school side of things, I think we might have found a place to live this summer. Yay! A condo for 1000 per month, all utilities paid. Sweet. I am so sick and tired of apartment shopping you have no idea. Its worse than clothes. But this one's really nice, and it's in a safe neighborhood, which is important to me. I will have to get used to that darn train going by each night, though... but I think I can deal with it. It will be nice to not have to drive the grade 6 times a week. Real nice. I am so exhausted today, I really should have stayed the night in SLO last night, but it just couldn't happen. So I drove home, lay unconscious on my bed for a few hours, and then had to get up early and drive another 30 minutes so I could be at work on time. That's a whole hour I spent driving that I could have been sleeping. I know that sounds whiny, I don't really want to complain. I have a great place where I'm living now in Templeton. I'm just so tired. I spend way too much time driving late at night feeling completely exhausted. I'm scared that I'm going to get into an accident one of these days. I don't want that. So I'll try living in SLO. If it doesn't work out, or I'm still not happy, I'll deal with that as the need arises.

So there's the scoop on the major happenings of my life. Further updates to follow as new information becomes available...

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