I have decided that everything is pointless.
And at the moment I don't give a rat's butt who reads this, because I don't care.
I hate secrets
I hate lies
I just want to go away.
I hate pretending everything is fine.
I don't know how to fix it.
I don't really feel like trying anymore.
So I'm going to go take my sleeping pills now, and see if maybe tonight I can sleep through the night without feeling like I am going to completely lose it.
And if you're actually reading this, go find somewhere else to entertain yourselves- I feel like crap and I'm not the most interesting person right now.