WTF

I have decided that everything is pointless.

And at the moment I don't give a rat's butt who reads this, because I don't care.


I hate secrets

I hate lies

I just want to go away.

I hate pretending everything is fine.

I don't know how to fix it.

I don't really feel like trying anymore.

So I'm going to go take my sleeping pills now, and see if maybe tonight I can sleep through the night without feeling like I am going to completely lose it.

And if you're actually reading this, go find somewhere else to entertain yourselves- I feel like crap and I'm not the most interesting person right now.