Wednesday, June 29, 2005

yes, I'm still here...

I haven't blogged in forever, but I don't really think anyone reads this, anyways. I am very, very, very, very busy. I never ever want to get married again. (and I told this to Myles, he know's this is the only marriage he's gonna get) hehe! I've been overwhelmed with things to do, things to think about, things to plan, and I am so tired of it. I'm ready, already! Let's get married! It will be 2 weeks from this saturday. We are slowly hammering out all the little details for the ceremony and reception, our honeymoon's been booked, and we're making some progress on the barn, too! My family is busy getting the house ready for the reception with landscaping and table rentals and food, and my mind is officially full of details, literally. Don't ask me to do anything, I won't remember to do it. Don't ask me to make any decisions, I don't have the mental or emotional energy for it. Just tell me where I have to be next, and what I'm supposed to be doing. Don't bog me down with details. I just can't handle it right now.

So that's my life, at the moment- feeling overwhelmed by details. But I'm still managing to have fun, and I still love Myles more than anything. He's the reason I'm going through all this, after all. Love is a strange thing. But I have the rest of my life to figure it out.

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